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My only future regret for now is that I would not have the chance to talk to my dad, chatting about normal routine; or anything, as a normal family does.
Few entries about the ongoing issues dalam family aku yg aku pernah post dulu:
And yes, the issues still tak resolve lagi.
Tgok kawan-kawan borak dgn ayah diorg cam biasa je kan. Sebak pulak aku. Time flies beb. One thing ttbe aku terfikir, teruk gak lah aku ni, dah 21 tahun hidup masih tak dapat nak bercakap macam biasa dengan ayah aku.
Appreciate the bonds that you have with your dad, coz I didn't have the chance to feel how its like to talk with my own dad.
Dan minggu ni mak and adik-adik aku gi Langkawi. Aku stay kat rumah dgn abang aku dua orang and also abah aku. How ironic. Couldn't imagine the silence that will take place for the whole weekends. Or I might as well gi lepak kat mamak je, main internet. ntah. xde idea nk buat ape.
May this awkwardness comes to its end sooner or later -___-

Oit!!!
ReplyDeleteAigoo...biler nak solve dqeen?
shuh2...minggu nie duk umah. hav a great time together la~~~
Ntah ah wei. cne aku nak start pun tak tau ah
ReplyDeletenak solve ni..kene dr dua2 belah pihak..
ReplyDelete2 ways communication.hehe
kalo tak..ko layan sorg2 sembang...
kot2 ayah ko pun ada masalah yg sama ngan ko...
"weird ar nk ckp ngan dqeen" - dia tulis kat blog dia..ko xtau.haha =p
hu7,
ReplyDeletesabar weih..
camni je la..
kalau kau segan sgt nak cakap ngn abah kau,
why not kau anta sms kat nombor bapak kau,
kau cakap camni..
"salam.abah.dqeen nak mintak maaf atas semua kesalahan dqeen kat abah.dqeen nak gtau abah yang dqeen sayang sgt kat abah.hope kite boleh rapat macam dulu"
ala..kau type je camni then kau hantar kat abah kau.tanpa ragu2,sila tekan butang send ye..ho7..
selamat berjaya.
hahhah aitae, the thing is, 'rapat macam dulu' tu actually never happens.
ReplyDeleteThanks for the suggestion btw :)
hu7,
ReplyDeleteis it..?
hu7,,
anyway, i really7 hope that things will be getting better..
jiro
Ade discuss dgn other family members tak?
ReplyDeleteDah try buat2 tanye anything bout his interests?
Maybe nanti dia rase dihargai bila kite ambil berat pasal dia and be proud nak jawab ur Qs. ^__^
Sabar k..
diniy: nope, nvr rise bout this issue dlm family pun. everyone busy dgn routine masing2. like it's normal thing je. pretend like nothing wrong in the family.
ReplyDeleteYup....agree with that dude...
ReplyDeleteactually,it's not wrong..nothing wrong happen in ur family. No problem.
It is just how ur family is...just the way u r
haha...amik lirik lagu..
btw,baru terbaca quote ni...
"It’s not the changes/challenges in your life that matter. It’s how you react to the changes/challenges. That’s what makes you who you are."
Atau bleh jugak dipahami camni, hidup ni x ditentukan oleh ape yg berlaku kat kita,tp bagaimana kita respon dgn ape yg berlaku kat kita. (^_^)
all the best. its normal. dont worry K. as long as he knows that u also love him, then its fine. kadang2 mmg geng2 bapa ni tak menyerlah emosi/sifat dia yang sebenar. just be patient K! cheers!!! :D
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