Thursday, August 4, 2011

"Wake Me Up When September Ends."

Literally, cuti aku to be exact sampai 25 September. Break plans? Takde. I treat it macam sem break masa 1st Year and 2nd Year dulu. I think I had enough of kerja2 ni. So, I better sit tight and.. do whatever I want to do.

Not this kind of holiday.

Or... anything close to this.

I always thought of duduk kat rumah ni akan buat mata mak aku semak tgok aku hari2. tak tau kenapa aku salu fikir macam tu. If there is any way I can be away from my parents, I will. It makes my heart grows fonder. Lagi appreciate diorang dgn cara camtu.


Masa kecik2, time cuti je aku selalu ikut cousin aku balik rumah diorg and stay about 1-2 weeks kat rumah diorg. Dari situ kot aku belajar berjauhan dari rumah. What it feels like. Masuk boarding school dah ade immunity sikit. Ahaha. Tapi kadang2 homesick gak.

Duduk rumah ni, aku observe perangai sorang2 adik beradik aku. And yes, awkward moments byk gila jadi! Bwahahaha. Those lines still remain. Nothing have changed so far. 

"realized many things aren't right, its just sad you can't do anything to make it right or even try to make it right."

Ikan puyu #3 tu da mati kot. aku perasan ade dua ekor je yg tinggal. Akuarium pun aku tak amik kisah. itu adik aku punya kerja bersihkan. Kat rumah ni, either you make the effort to start tolong mak/kena bebel dgn mak baru gerak. Tu je.

Best mengarut malam-malam ni. Tranquilizer ape dalam nescafe ni. esok tak bangun sahur padan muka.

2 comments:

  1. Still have no change yet ek....
    take time...
    maybe somehow ade hikmah it still remains like that...
    Happy holiday btw (^_^)

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  2. Tunggu ko kawen kot dqeen. hohohoh

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